Happy birthday...for the one I once cared most...

Offline blog: 4 September 2003, 11:31 PM

It is fish's birthday today...
almost forgot about it and managed to send an sms about one hour ago...
it makes me rethink about my feelings for her...
I admit, I was once head over heels about her...something I refer as 'love' at that time...
maybe that's the case but somehow I don't feel that way anymore...
I was once sure that my feelings for her will be forever...however ridiculous that may be...
now, I'm quite sure that it was just a crush...
how different has it changed...and it only, what, not even two years...
maybe the fact that I don't meet her often helps...
people forget and move on...so I guess I moved on...
she becomes just a friend and a memory stored somewhere in the attic of my brain...
I wish we can be friends...normal good friends...
maybe it's just not meant to be...

well...Happy birthday ren...
my best wishes...