I'm just...afraid...

Offline blog: Sunday, 12 October 2003, 3:24 AM

I went out today...or rather yesterday afternoon...
went out to orchard cineleisure to catch 'The Rundown' treasure hunt...
okay, actually I went there to catch Jamie Yeo and Daniel Ong but
decided not to watch the entire show...

I went to Plaza Singapura after that...it's totally different with all the renovation they did this year...
a lot of new stores have opened and many people crowded Plasing (Plaza Singapura) yesterday because of the opening of carrefour there...
It's kinda fun to see all these new stores but at the same time I kinda miss the old Plasing ...
it's one mall that I particularly like because although it's in orchard road, it's kinda 'quiet' and the cinema is, in my opinion, the best cinema in singapore...
now, with all the new stuffs, I wonder whether it will regain the ambience of the old Plasing again...

But actually, I want to say something else in this post...
during my walk today(/yesterday)...I thought about something...
about the complain that I said in the last post...about my friendship with that 'little girl'...
I was thinking..maybe it's not her fault entirely...maybe it's my fault too...
many times she did things that are important to me...and many times I forgot about her...maybe it's true what she said...I'm selfish...
so maybe I should go talk to her...
it's just that I'm afraid that she doesn't want to talk to me...
afraid that all that she's done or said all these times were...not real...
afraid that I might lose her...
as a friend...