Out of this...finally...

Finally it's all over...
no more exam or homeworks or class until my university...
I should be happy...right ?
well, kinda...at least now I can do whatever I want to do...
it's like a free holiday in singapore...
but...
somehow, it feels strange...
you know, when you have a routine everyday...non-stop...then suddenly you break out of them...you'll feel something is lost...a part of you...
that's what I kinda feel right now...
Since yesterday I've been stoning in boarding...without knowing what to do...
what makes it worse, all the sec 4s have gone back...sigh...
now, it's only me and hardy...and I got 11 more days to go...
maybe I'll go walking around...that should kill time...
but I can't possibly walk around everyday right...
sigh...
it's just doesn't feel right...

right now, I'm also confuse about my future...
firstly, I didn't get a tutorship...that means I got to find a place outside...
secondly, I still don't have a job...that means I got to start looking...
thirdyly, I still haven't applied for penn state and michigan...and they cost a bomb...
I was wondering whether I should apply...since it's rather pointless and it cost me damn lot...
hardy got a place as a relief teacher in ri...like fendy did...man, I wish I'm damn lucky...
but can't be envious...he worked damn hard for it...

oya, newsflash...david 'shot' penguin...ha..ha..on the phone...
she said must face to face...and called him insincere...ha..ha..but then called him darling...wth!!!
girls...can't understand them... :P

mmm, she got me a x-mas present...dunno what since I haven't gotten it...but I wasn't expecting any...really...
and what's worse is that I suck at buying gifts for people...especially on a tight budget...and also to someone so important...
the thing is...what if she doesn't like it...?
I got her a book by the way...maybe she already have it but I'll take my chances...
it's 'Mahabharata'...of course, the shortened version...
it's quite a thin book and I feel quite embarassed giving it to her...
well, I'll know whether she likes it when I give it to her right ?

speaking of gifts...I haven't bought wati's b'dae present yet...
and I'm supposed to be her 'brother'...ha..ha..got something in my mind though...
must meet her and virgen someday...miss them... :P
well, that's all for now...I need to go to the toilet anywae...ha..ha..

'til next time...