Crap session : Revisited...

life has been pretty dull these days...
get up in the morning...take shower...eat breakfast...go to work...lunch...work...go back...dinner...watch tv...sleep...repeat...
boring...!!!
what to do...I need money...MONEY...!!! give me the money...!!! show me the money...!!!
how I wish that starcraft cheat can work in real life...damn...
the only entertainment I have now are tv, books, n my frens...esp. the first one...
if only I have lotsa money...see, it's all come back to money...
it's all 'bout the money...at least meja...the singer not the table...realise that...sigh...
i'm talking nonsense...crap...shit...bull...bla bla bla yadda yadda...
shit...I need some help...haha...and the only 'thing' that keep me going all this while I think already forgot that I even exist anymore...sigh...
maybe I'll breakdown soon...
behind this happy front personality...there's some battered-wreck up-lonely-depressed guy...or boy...whatever...
thank God nobody see it...just keep smiling kres...just keep smiling...or force it if you can't
damn...missing her very badly...
oh dear, where art thou ?
haha...
that's all for today's crappy blog session...ciao...