Leaving home...

My last blog from Indon...
yup, I'll be going back to singapore tomorrow...actually, I'll be going to batam first then to singapore...
I'm having mixed feeling about this...
some part of me want to go as fast as I can...but the part want to stay longer 'cos there's still so much that I can do...
and I'm not even sure what to do in Singapore...I hope I can find a job or something...well, at least I can see fie there...I think...
and it cost my parents a bomb to send me back there...
am I making the right choice by going back ? am I ?
please, give me a sign if it is...
well, anyway, I've made my decision and I'll go tomorrow...
wish me luck...