I got my violin-playing goat

As I keep replaying that conversation we had the other day, it's funny that it all started when we reminisced about the past. Why we did what we did and what really happened as we both told the story from both perspectives. I was pleasantly surprised that everything that I felt then, you felt it too. I was certainly didn't expect that version of your story and how you felt, because back then I strongly believed quite the exact oppossite of it. It certainly filled out a lot of blanks and answered a lot of doubts that I had.

It then continued in you questioning me in your hypothetical hypothetical (notice the double) situation of us being married. It continued again in the hypothetical hypothetical situation of us having a child. We both agreed that the former probably cannot happen due to some reasons that we both know. Surprisingly, we did managed to come to an agreement about the latter scenario. But, the main problem we realised was about religion. None of us wants to convert and none of us wants to convert the other. To cut the story the short, we agreed that it may not work or even if it works, it'll going to be hard work.

Given all those consideration, what made me surprised as hell was what you asked after that. And given my reservation and strongly held idiotic principles, it equally surprised me that I agreed. Our reasoning was since the world is screwed up anyway and we really don't know what will happen in the future, so what the hell. We'll just see how it goes and take it day by day. So we agreed on it, stated what we expected of each other (not much, really) and dispensed with the other typical things. So basically, it's the same thing like what we usually do for the past 3 years only with a slightly different kind of status.

So there it is. That is part of the reason of my sudden happiness. I usually keep these kind of things to myself but there are just some things that cannot be kept inside. This is the best alternative I can tell the story other than just simply telling everyone about it, and even this is kind of vague. I'm not really good at doing this but I'm sure you (whoever read this) know what I mean.