Family wins...this time

well...this will be my last post from singapore for the next ten days or so...
this because I'm going back to Indonesia...by..erm...5 hours...
just for eight days though...
the funny thing is...I don't feel like going back...
sure..I miss my family and so...but there are more people here that i will miss more...although I'm not sure whether they care or not...ha..ha..
my friends will be here...fie will be here...and there will be no one on Indon...
kinda sad huh ?
but still, I want to go back...due to many complicated considerations and factors...
it's just that I still prefer my freedom here where I can do almost anything...
sigh...
it's always like that for me...family versus friends...
family win this time...
next time ? I don't know...