Black mood...

I'm in a damn bad mood today...
actually, it's been going on since last weekend...
I don't know why...but it's killing me...
I stop liking what I usually like to do...
reading is now more like a chore rather than a pleasure...
even soccer can't get me into a better mood like it used to be...
I didn't say hi to fie for a few times...I don't feel like hanging around with the guys also...
I have just enough strength and power to put up a face infront of them...a happy face...
although everytime, I rather be alone...I'm going back to the old me...the loner me...
I wish I know why...maybe it's the whole stress thing...the many problems...the uncertainties...
it's getting into me...
argh...