Sunday, May 04, 2003

Live free

On Friday I went out...not far...just around J8 (it's a shopping center near my place)...
after going back from school and eating my dinner, I felt a bit bored and decided to go out...
actually the real purpose is to buy a birthday present for my friend...
but it ended up being a 2 hours walk...
looking at things...looking at people...looking at the night...
I just have that 'got to go' mood...
There's just something to night air that got me addicted...
ha..ha..I'm a night air junkie...
night air always gives me a sense of freedom...the cool air...the wind...
the silence that follows...so refreshing...
argh...
it's just that I always have this longing for freedom...to be able to do whatever I like...
when you walking alone at night...you kinda have this kind of feeling...
not exactly...but similar enough...
it's the same thing with cycling...
don't you feel a sense of freedom and release when you feel the air rushing past you...the world zipping by...the one image clear is just the one infront of you...
argh...it really gives you freedom...albeit temporary one...
of course not everyone agrees...
my friend told me that it is not temporary...but a false sense of freedom...
but I beg to differ...the interpretation of freedom is personal to every individual...
and if I feel this gives me freedom (temporary or false)...so be it...
after all, if we can't have the real one...I'll setle for second best...
so...I'll continue on walking alone at night...I'll try to cycle...(I don't have a bike here in Singapore)...to have a tinge feeling of freedom...
cos' life sometime can be so stressful...it's the one thing that keeps me going...along with my friends...
so live free...