Confused...
when I first heard the phrase 'men are from mars, women are from venus', I don't believe it...
at that time I was thinking...come on, they are also human...so they must have the same feelings as men...
how terribly wrong I was then...
I gotta learn it the hard way also...sigh...
to tell the truth...I never have any problem with girls...not because I very charming or anything...believe me I'm far from it...
but it's because I never bother to be involved deeply with girls...
so...no girls...no problems...right ?...wrong...
that is only true if you can hold on forever...I doubt it...
like I said a few posts before...me and my friend are not talking to each other...
we talked the next day after that last post...but...I don't know why but now we are not talking anymore now...
I'm confused...I thought we are okay already...but suddenly...she becomes cold and practically ignores me everything we meet...
what the hell...if I know what's wrong maybe I can sort it up...but no...I don't know what's wrong...
is it something I said...something I didn't say...something I did...something I didn't do...I don't know...
a big question mark...??????????
and again...when I asked her...she didn't want to answer...
maybe she has no problem with breaking our friendship...but I do...
she has become one of my closest friend...and now this happen...
actually...our friendship is rather funny...we seldom talk last year...only in IPW (that's Inter-disciplinary Project Work) classes...
we started talking about our other friends (that's another story)...then we went out several times...as friends of course...
but then it stopped...it dies down...usually I would have more than 20 messages everyday...but now...I'll be lucky if I have one...
maybe it's my mistake...maybe it's nobody's mistake...maybe it's our mistake...I don't know...
so...???

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