In the end, none of us will be remembered

it's been a long time...
it's getting harder and harder to get a computer to write this blog...
I was thinking about a lot of things for the past few days...
a lot of things that I want to write in this blog...
I was quite intrigued by one incident...
one day I was going out at Orchard and I saw this kid asking his mom to buy him a toy or something...
the mother insist that he already has many toys and refused to buy him that particular toy...I think it's a beyblade...
I was just wondering, not whether the mother will finally buy the toy but how long will the boy play with this particular toy...
it's not uncommon that toys are piled up at one corner of the room collecting dust...never to be played again...
they are beaten by newer toys and lose their so called popularity...
people are bored very easily and always look for new things...
it's kinda funny you know...imagine someone trying very hard to get something...
he did everything to get it...when he finally got it...not long after...he just threw it away and don't bother to look at it anymore...
what an irony...ha..ha..
Stuffs are objects...they can't protest if you trow them away...they just sit there silently...for eternity...because they can't grow old...
but on the other hand...this also happen with human being...yes...with our fellow homo sapiens...
and I think it's more painful when it involves man...
I don't know why...usually...we will struggle...trying not to be forgotten...or forsaken...
we try everything we can to live on in one's memory...
we try to be immortal...not physically...but mentally...
And I don't know which one is funnier...or sadder...
object that can't protest when they are going to be thrown away...
or men that struggle and plead and beg but in the end still end up in the same dumpster...
ha..ha..
relax...not everyone will face this situation...I can say this because I've been there...or at least I think I've been there...
It's kinda sad you know...when you are in a relationship...be it friends...siblings...partners...anything...
you worked so hard for the relatiosnhip to blossom and for it to be eternal...
but in the end...it all fades away...into a mere clump of memory in our brain...
sometmes we can't even remember the name...or the face...or anything about them...
so if most, if not all will dissappear...why bother start a new one in the first place...
why risk being hurt again and again for the umph time...
why bother ?
I don't know...