There's many fishes in the sea

I went to my mom's relative yesterday...
they got these big luohan fishes in their aquariums...
they are supposed to worth a lot...big money...
the fishes are okay I guess...
(although I still don't understand the beauty of these fishes as some people claim...)
but the aquariums are lousy...
they are practically just glass tank filled with water and nothing else...
unless you count some shiny stones and peebles to be anything...
I kinda pity the fishes...
trapped in a glass tank with the world looking at them...
a show for all to see and they can only swim around and around and around...repeat until they die...
but..I guess the fishes don't mind...
I read somewhere that fish has a tiny brain...
hence, they have a very short term memory...and when I said short..I mean very short...
it's like saying, "Shit, I'm trapped in a glass cage" at one point and saying,"Wow, nice place" one second later...
ha..ha..wish we could do that...sometimes...
but why am I talking about fish suddenly ?
it's because the word 'fish' has a deep meaning for me...
someone important to me once said,"There's still many fishes in the sea"...
and she broke my heart...
it's my fault though...not hers...how could you be blamed for saying no anyway ?
because of that I always draw a small little fish on my book or note...
as a reminder for me...that there's still many fishes in the sea...
and to give myself a chance to look for them...
although that little fish has made a mark in me...
'fish'...thank you...