It's goodbye all over again...

Offline blog: Saturday, 16 August 2003, 2:13 AM

what's worse than saying goodbye to a friend that you may never meet again ?
doing it the second time...
fendy's back here in singapore...been staying in my room for the past week...
and it's nice having him around again...felt as if hullett is complete once more...
but guess again...tomorrow...or rather today...he is going to US for another 4+ years...
the bunch of us stay awake to send him off 6 hours from now...
words cannot describe how i feel...
losing a friend is never a good feeling and I'm no fan of it although it happens to me many time before...
how I wish all of us can stay together...for undefinite time...
but I guess life goes on...people move on...no matter how hard I refuse to change but people around me change...new friends come, old friends go...
the world still move around...
it sucks...
not that I don't want my friends to pursue their dreams...but...
I don't want to find myself in the end, alone...regreting every friend lost...
selfish me...
for fendy...my best wishes fen...
it is painful to see a friend goes away...but I'll survive...