The endless unpredictability...

Offline blog: 22 October 2003, 12:55 AM

Life is unpredictable...yeah, I know it sounded very cliche, but it is true...true to the truest...
it's like when your life is smooth sailing...okay, maybe not smooth sailing...and everything is planned...
life just comes in and take the whole freaking plan out of the window...and let everything shatter into pieces...
Sometimes in our lives, we got cocky...
we act as if we control everything in our lives...
we eat what we want, we do what we want, we f*** who we want...
we are like gods in our own lives...
maybe it's because we know that we have such litle power in the real world, we create this little world of our own...
and we thought that we are in control in this world of ours...
but, hey, guess again...
we are not...
once in a while, we got our asses kicked, our dreams shattered, our hopes dashed, our hearts broken...
it's life's way to tell you that someone or something is bigger than you...
it's like what they all say, "He works in mysterious ways."
and it is mysterious indeed...
and we might not like it..hell, most of the times it sucks...
to see the only thing that we think we are in control of suddenly gone wrong, gone awry, gone out of control, gone out of our control...
that's what we hate most, right ?
to feel helpless...unable to do anything...while everything that we have turns into dust...
some people broke down and never recover...few lucky ones came out stronger...
not because they have everything fixed and good again...
but because they know that that's just how it is...that's how life works...unfair that it may sound...it's just is...
some people will protest, "It's crap! I control my own destiny!"
guess what...nah...
yes, you may control it to a certain extent...but there are multitude of other factors...
God, for those who believe in Him...luck...superstitions...etcetera...
what I'm trying to say is that life is unpredictable...
rather than trying to tame it...why not just live it...and take it as it goes along...step by step...one by one...day by day...

'cos people often cling to their dreams and desires to much, they
only feel despair...What they will get often is delirium that will lead them to destruction...or worse still, death...
It's just how destiny plays...

ps:I'm saying all this 'cos I just lost my phone this afternoon...found it back two hours ago...thanks a bunch to Gerald...