The false hope...

let me tell you something that happened to me quite recently...
about two weeks ago, I received an email from ntu saying that I got an interview for sembcorp scholarship...
I was quite happy that at least someone considering me for a scholarship...
so I tried to prepare myself for the interview and I was hoping it will go well...
when I got there, a lady met me and was telling me that the scholarship is for ntu sembcorp...
I was quite schocked at first because I thought it was for both nus and ntu...but it's okay...she told me I can still accept the ntu offer...
I thought, okay then...let's give it a shot...
but when I was called in...the first thing they asked me was why did I reject their offer...since I accepted nus offer and not theirs thus they think that they rather give the scholarship to someone else...
which I agree totally...but they surely know that I accepted nus offer and not theirs...then why the hell they still ask me to ocme for that stupid interview...wast my time and theirs right...idiots...
so they started talking about loyalty and all those crap...first, I tried to convince them that I didn't prefer nus than ntu...they are the same to me...I want the scholarship no matter which uni...
they still yakking around about the loyalty thingy and I shut off...
I was quite pissed off...they wasted one day work for nothing...f***in ***... :p
just to cool off, I went to watch shrek 2...maybe I was still rather angry I didn't find the movie that funny...
so here I am...no scholarship at hand, which surprisingly doesn't bother me much, and a bleak future ahead...haha...
welcome to my world...