What a wonderful life...

what a wonderful life I'm in now...really...
it couldn't be better...I'm barely catching up in my studies, I have no spare time in my disposal, all those piles of homeworks and projects and programs and essay...
I have one PE due end of this week, math homework by Thurs, 1231 and cs homework by Friday, Islam essay by end of this month, and Jap project by 26th...
plus flunking my exams...
added with All those CCAs and tuitions...
the perpetual worry about money...
I barely meet my friends...and I'm talking about the ones in NUS...
my relationships with some of my friends (oh well, maybe only one of them) also a bit strained...something changed...it's just not the same anymore...and I think it's my fault...
like I said, screwing things up is something I'm good about...

so, my studies are bad, my private life are screwed, my social life (who am I kidding with? what social life ?)...well...like I said...life is good...
what can I say...