This is swell...

It's just me being phlegmatic and pessimistic. No matter how much I want to talk to you, the thought of you getting bored in the end or getting pissed with something I said is always on the back of my mind. The safest way I can think of now is putting my status as away always. That way, people will think I'm away. This is really the best solution I can think of although lying is something I'm not particularly fond of.
This is stupid...even at this moment, your name pop out as if teasing me...
ngyah...
why can't I find that comfortable silence ?