Trying to fit God into my (empty) schedules

Sometimes I feel rather guilty. I feel guilty because most of the time, I tried, reluctantly, to fit God into my schedule although most of the times, my schedule is rather empty. But still I'll come up with an excuse or some insignificant event that will make me unable to meet Him. Meeting Him is now a something-to-do-and-get-over-it kind of thing rather than do-it-'cos-you-want-it kind of activity. He became a burden that weights on my being, my existence. And it's not suppose to be like that. At least I think it is not suppose to be that way.
God has been reduced to an entry in my schedule. And most of the times, He doesn't make the cut.