Deleting my past

Offline blog: Sunday, 29 June 2003 18.29

Last day of holiday...sigh...
no more staying up until late or waking up late the next morning or going out whenever I like...
last few days were filled with last minute cramping for common test...although it didn't help much...
I've been clearing up my email account the last few days...
it's because I was quite pissed by the amount of junk mails that I received...
it always filled my inbox until my inbox almost reached 100%...
so I deleted them all and then I cleared my inbox also...
my inbox was filled with all the forward message that my friends sent me that I think quite nice or e-cards that I received...
but, I don't know why...I decided to just deleted them all...
maybe it's my way to clear the past and start again...I don't know...
from 60+ messages in my inbox, now there's only 4...
quite an achievement huh ?
but then when I looked to my capacity...I'm still using 62% of my capacity...
and then I remembered that I have this folder to keep my old message...
and when I checked it up guess what...there's 348 messages there...
ha..ha..it took 1+ Mb...!!!
I was going to just delete them all but then I decided to go through them one by one...for old times sake...
and honestly, I was surprised...
by what I wrote...by what I received...by the sheer number of email...by the period of time the correspondence occured...
I was...shocked...
but it was fun reading them again...
how immature and childish I am back then...
not that I'm mature and all now but, quoting Avril Lavigne "But it's amazing what a couple of years can mean"...
the things that I talked with Sylvia (a friend that I consider a sis)...or Virgen (one of my best friend)...could make me blush anytime today...
I deleted most of them and some parts are still in progress...while some others I still keep...just as a reminder...
Now, I'm really not in the mood to study for common test tomorrow...
currently trying to revise my computing tutorials...while listening to Anime soundtracks...now playing crayon sinchan song...ha..ha..
come what may...
sigh...