Life is no bed of roses

Sometimes, I can't believe how cynical I can be.
In the things that I said.
The thoughts that came across my mind.
Challenging every believes and principles that I hold dear.
Believing that there is no better days of tomorrow, no better future, no calm after the storm or rainbow after the rain, there is no silver lining and certainly no lesson in each and every suffering.

Sometimes, I do believe in all that.