Blinded by the ideal

Long time ago, I posted something by Mark Rosewater (this is it, btw). Today, I realised that I might be doing one of them (the title should give you a clue). Of course, being a phleg, I'm never sure of anything (and I damn hope that it isn't true), but it's getting more and more real. Pray that I'm just imagining things, but pray that I can take it if it does come as well. More on the first.