Masochist at work...

I'm setting myself up for another nervous breakdown.
Everytime, I thought maybe there's a chance.
Maybe, and just maybe, things will work out in the end.
Maybe this is the one.
Maybe, finally I'll have it as my own.
Perhaps, and perhaps. Perhaps someone can have me.
A thousand and one maybes and perhaps and what ifs.

And time and time again, in the end, I said, "Who am I kidding ?"
And then it starts all over again.